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Friday, January 29, 2010; 5:11 AM

two test almost everyday. omg. and almost every other day i tell myself after today it will be more relaxing. who am i kidding man! lol. now every saturday must go back to school for chemistry and ss. it's like school 6 days per week!! omg. sian ttmax.

oh wells, today after school went to c class tried to talk to lucas but jun sheng and kenneth said that they owned him what the.. zzz. lucas thieves!!! bleah. then went for tuition. lol. was sitting outside the front gate waiting for my dad then happen to see lucas, jun sheng and joeyang.lol said bye then littat loh. haha

baby, i feel so empty without you. for the past few days i was forced to faced you without showing how i really feel. deep inside i am crying. i miss you. i didnt expect myself to cry because of you. until now we are still arguing. lol. i dont want to look straight into your eyes because i feel like i would melt in them and give myself away.

SUI ZHI SUCKS!!!!!! =]

loves,
Karen

Friday, January 22, 2010; 3:56 AM

so yeah. today we dont much lessons. poa was okay i guess then it was physics chapter 1-7 test!! lol. after which was ace. lol nth much we did our own things then recess!!! erm, went to b class, then accompanied chen yan to do her maths for awhile. after that was maths, got back our test. but did do peer tutoring. sad. lol then cme we played catching. the lao ying zhuo xiao ji. fun! though lame but fun haha. and mr chong thought i was sick cuz i was wearing jacket LOL.

after school stood outside c class to wait for b class to finish lol. damn lame right? but yeah thn twinie waited for me to get my bag before going to tiong. we waited for the bus. damn long. then when we finally got to tiong, we went up to look at presents for clarissa. but couldnt find anything suitable. and we went to eat kfc!! very full!! lol. but nice. :D thn waited for dad to fetch me to tuition, on the way we dropped twinie off at orchard. haha. tuition seems short today. hmms.

i really dunno what to say when you told me that. i always thought you as my best friend. i feel so confused. no wonder you asked me weather i was still going for ___ . but what you want me to say? i mean it kinda hard for me to accept you. i know you are a nice guy. i really do. i just dunno how to respond.

baby, rejecting guys for you. but it useless anyways. being their girl wouldnt make me any happier. it doesnt feel right when he is not you.=( how i wish you could understand.

loves,
K

Tuesday, January 19, 2010; 4:47 AM

today we had pe in the morning, ran 3 rounds outside. and the boys were singing a song about mr ang when we were running the first round. haha. then after running played captain's ball haha. after that was physics. okay lah not as sian as i thought it would be. then maths. but miss wooi let us off early so we had 2 recesses. lol. cool. thn electives... it's damn cold lah. feel like sleeping then it's english at the avt. apparently no one holded th door and it was locked. glad and i was banging at the door. haha. damn lame lah. haha and benedict opened the door he was all like orh, your are late. lol. after that was lunch then mt and maths. lol. had maths test. cnt finish in time. awwwwwwww.

after school i immediately rushed down. and aisha was all like you are late. and i was like i had test lah. then she kept quiet. hah. lol. in the end didnt get much things done. miss khoo put me in charge again. ii sat there with the other ppl doing their hw. then on the way back saw nic from 4c. dunno how to spell his name. and then chat with the daniel from 4e for a while at blk 7 then went home.

i feel like such a fucking retard. anyone can tell that i like him. sian...... everyone but me. i am like so trying to avoid it. i know it's so impossible but i feel like as if i am throwing myself at him. like such a bitch. trying not to talk to him. but i cnt help but stare. sometimes i am not staring at him but he happened to walk past when i am staring outside and day-dreaming. lol. sian-ed.

baby, i dont know what to say to you anymore. maybe... our fate has ended.=(

loves,
K

Friday, January 15, 2010; 2:04 AM

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just had tuition today. first tuition !! lol. it turned out fine. haha. today nth much. menstrual cramps damn pain.but glad went down to get me a hot cup of milo up. thanks!! i super love her man. <33 went to eat lunch with baby and home-ed with twinie. then dad fetched me to tuition.

i have no clue what you want man. i mean i really dun want to admit that i am still in love with you. argh fuck lah.

aww, bestie. i know she wants to get back with you andd restore that friendship. i am not jealous or anything, just scared that i would lose you.i dun want you to think that i am so selfish as to want to keep you to myself. it's just i am scared that if you restore you friendship to how it was last time, you wouldnt have time for me and stuff. i am really scared cuz i dun want to lose you... i feel so selfish. sorry for being littat but i am only human...

=(

"i hate the way i feel when i look at you everytime."

loves,
K

Thursday, January 14, 2010; 5:06 AM

omg second week of school and i feel so depressed. saw zach today. =] he cut his hair. and he seems tensed. i guess it's probably from th pressure of being sec 4s. in any case i waited and in the process saw lucas, murcus, joyce, and hong yi. lol. so many!!

today had dnt in the morning, did mindmap and sat with lucas to help him better but he keeps running around!! aiyo. chewing on lolipop stick somemore. mr chong said that he looked like a kid during dnt haha. so cute. then had recess followed by lit, maths and health check up. lol. then lunch and chi and chem. =] i just found out today that rex gave me the tin that was under my table for a super long time. lol i thought whose one sia. lol.

in any case, i feel fucking disturbed and restless nowadays. i have no clue man. pardon if i said anything fucking rude or shitty things cause i am feeling damn shitty. damn down. =(please understand, but if you wana bear a grudge then thr is nth i cn do. oh wells, too bad.

fuck lah, i hate the fact that i am so in love with you.

loves,
K

Saturday, January 9, 2010; 12:59 AM

i miss you. i hate to admit it but i do. hugging pooh pooh every night when going to bed. even though i am dead tired from other things but yet i feel so empty. i told myself not to think about it. to just let it go cause our fate has ended. i am trying so hard. struggling inside. i feel so cold and so alone. but i guess it's just me. you wont feel a thing now.

today is cca open house. omg!! sec 1s are so cute! well at least some of them. lol. the ones that join drama haha. and i saw alot of ppl. rex as well. i took his bag and he took mine. but in the end still gonna have to exchange it back. awww, his bag is nice to carry!! haha. drama's booth closed damn early. so i went to chat with jeric, rex , deborah and roland is there too.. but i didnt say bye to him cause we are not too familiar with each other. i hope he doesnt mind. =D

so yeah ytd after school i went to Dawson with glad. after eating i smsed miss khoo. then while waiting for her reply i went to the dance room along with see teng, liyi and glad. then played poker. =] until jialin called then met her and sipei and went for dance. whoa 4 hours straight. damn pain sia.

i need you to fill the emptiness in my heart and to complete my life.

loves,
K

Thursday, January 7, 2010; 12:01 AM

today is lyk the fourth day of school. and... it feels lyk more than a week since i came back. right now i am in the computer lab desprately looking for a heart picture. it is tedious! i came straight from class after my lessons. and i havent eaten. ah...

sec four is seriously VERY tiring. i still cnt believe that i am a sec four now.it all doesnt seem like 2010. and when mr khoo was talking about o levels dnt. i am all lyk omg! so fast? we are getting our theme on monday. =( so want to see it now!!!already planning ahead for the cousre work. 20 weeks!! and mr chong is taking over temporarily next week. omg. i cnt imagine to have to start my o levels course work so soon. hoping that ideas will miraculously come to me, so that i cn stay at home in the four walls staring at the door, my handphone, the celling and stuff, lyk what mr khoo said. i dont wana have to go out and sit on an mrt to orchard just to OBSERVE ppl. cause i would have the temptation to call my friends out for shopping. lol

seeing you almost every other day when i wanted to avoid you. the more i try to avoid you, the more i actually want to see you. so ironic. omg. no. i should be forgetting you. not bloggin about you. damn!

why cnt i forget you?

loves
K

Friday, January 1, 2010; 7:16 AM

A very happy 2010 to all out there! =] apparently i was at home separating seaweeds for my grandmother when it turned 12am lol. and my family was all lyk happy new year!!!! haha. so spent the first day of the new year at my grandparent's house. my cousins were there too. it was kinda fun. doing sand painting and all. things that i havent done since primary 5. awwwwww. makes me forget almost worries that are happening now.

oh wells, there is a new year to look ahead. =]

a new year has arrived. i hope you are going to have a wonderful year ahead too. i just need you to know that whatever happens this year, i would always be there for you.and i am just a phone call away. even though things are awkward between us, we are still friends. =]

loves,
K