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Wednesday, September 30, 2009; 11:44 PM
stress. exams make miie damn stress. crap. paper after paper and i dun seeem to have enough time at al. not enough time for everything. not enough time to prefect everything... not enough time... the usual impact of things has gotten larger. it hurts even more n even little things sting. i hav no idea y. though love is not everything, it makes you feel bad. it hurts and sumtimes you dun even wana turn back. you dun wana try. not even just for a bit. afraid of getting hurt again n having to go through tat agony once more. horrid, horrid feeling. th worse thing is even after a while, it still hurts. though not as much bt it reminds you. th irony of it al is you find tat you stil love him. and you are trying to find a way out of it al.Days of loving you.too stress to continue. and i dun wana to continue alone. With love-K
Sunday, September 27, 2009; 3:26 AM
todae went to cut hair, well not really cut. trim. during th hols i m going t really cut. juz sit thr n tell eddie gor t cut wateva hairstyle he thinks suits miie. =] hahax. big gamble. ohhs wells. worth a shot. hahax. he is a good hairstylist.
studied ss. really scared for eoy n ppl keep sending miie chains for it! I HAVE NO PREPAID. bt thn again it is typed out. welll... sumone has t type it rite?. so yarrhs.
Fragile. everything is so fragile. i knoe you have moved on. so hav i. now you hav your own relationship n well i hav mine too. everything seems different now. you seem different too. i guess i've put al those agony n pain behind. even if i didnt, i need to now. cuz i m not your girl anymore n neither r you myii guy. i knoe it's not a good time. bt i dun talk t you much anyways. i dun wan to. cuz it still hurts. nt tat i lyk you anymore. it's juz at tat time it hurt alot. 4 daes of continuous crying is more thn enough for miie... i cn still vaugly remember th pain. juz probably abit less. forget it. i dun wan t dwell on it anymore. i m finally letting go. of everything.
-for k. something i dun wan t remember.
Baby is probably having tuition nw. siian. he is damn hardcore studying now. or at least i think so. hahax. good luck baby. must jyjy!! cannot let ppl look down onn you. miss ya.
Days of loving you.
dun let it affect both of us. forget it al.
With love
-K
Saturday, September 26, 2009; 4:08 AM
todae was rather interesting.. n fun! i went for chem in th morning in skol. i knoe. tiring. bt no choice! exams!!! a few ppl were thr too. miss yeo thot thr were alot of ppl comming n she booked th itr1. lolx. we ended up wit 9. edrick, rica, rexston, mike, benedict ,kwok onn, mathan, priya n i. is was okayys. benedict sat beside miie, and talked quite abit. hahax.
aft which, th whole group minus kwok onn went onn to mathan house t study, we did. well. abit. quite hard t concentrate when u hav benedict n edrick togetther. hahax. bt it was fun. watched tv n ate lunch. thn almost everyone tried onn th motorcycle helmets! so cool! hahax. thn mathan's sister called mike black n he was al lyk she called miie black when i m actually dark brown. LOLx.
slacked quite alot before we actually started by moving th mats to th other house as it is quiet n empty. we were busy trapping ppl out of th house before tat. good thing i stayed in. lolx. mike carried th fan over. we brought our things over n started. mathan n i did abit of dnt while th rest did poa. bt we couldnt really study so everyone was fooling around until mike n benedict had to go cuz both of them hav tuition. sad. they kept comming back n shouting bye. hahax. i guess it was loud cuz th house is rather empty. thn benedict knocked onn th window behind. said bye t everyone. thn i stood by th window n watched cuz i was bored. n he waved t miie. so i waved back.=]
ramdomly, we walked t th guthri house at sixth ave n bought ice cream. i bought belgium chocolate n yoggi, rica bought yoggi n butterscotch, mathan yoggi n dark chocolate n priya's vanilla. edrick n rexston didnt wana get anything. tried rica's butterscotch ,mathan's dark chocolate n priya's vanillla. not bad. shd buy it nxt time. =]
tried t study for awhile n went home with rex, priya , rica. rex n i accompanied priya t get dinner n rica to get candy corn. hahax. thn we send priya home, rica t th bus stop n waited for her bus thn went home ourselves. hahax.
i found out two things todae.
i never thought i could click with these bunch of ppl. bt it was really fun todae. =]
n alot of ppl dun lyk two ppl who i thot were rather popular. crap. i m damn slow.
todae we keep wanting t swim. thn benedict suggested a swim at mathan's house aft exams. she agreed bt said tat cnt b alot of ppl. thn he said, th same group of ppl larrhs. n everyone agreed. hahax. he said juz wear tee shirt n pants thn jump in. lolx.
baby has tuition todae, wonder how he is copping with exams. wateva it is baby u must knoe, tat i m always here for you.=] i love you. u kb shit. =]
off to watch pinochio! cant upload pics....
days of loving you.
you are myii motivation!
With love
-K
Thursday, September 24, 2009; 11:38 PM
todae had eng paper one n two. damn scared bt th passage was interesting. saw baby n lucas during recess. they wrote th same topic(what th! they veh xing you ling xin lo. jealous. hahax.). lolx. apparently baby says he takes mrt alot. so yarrhs. n lucas also. cause they go to th same tuition. somewhere far away. for maths.=] lolx. i wrote quest no five. betrayal.
so yarrhs. aft exams lessons continue. we went for hmt and was released quite late. so glad n i ate lunch in skol n not dawson. firstly cuz glad wana save money.. secondly... dun wana walk all th way thr. lolx. thn saw afif, marc n hong yi as well. keep saying im short. wth. bleahs. lolx. i knoe i m larrhs. bt they say until i m so tiny. lolx. i guess i kinda am.
walked t th bus stop with glad aft we finish eating. hahax. =] thn saw 111 bus fre ride sia! n got ppl wearing pineapple costume inside! hahax so cute! thn rahman say whoever take th bus will b damn ps lo. siian thn pineapple so cute. shd hav went onn it. bt i didnt waited for 970 hahax. no nid t walk so far. hahax.
baby! eoy le. must jyjy. behind you al th way yarrhs... not tat you cn see miie cuz i m so much shoprter thn you. lolx. heard tat ytd sumbody hit you bt you nvr huan shou. expected. you wont get urself involed for nth dehs. proud of you hubby! bt damn xing tong. dunno where he hit you sia... bt todae ur face no blueblack leh.
Days of loving you.
twinie wrote th same topic as miie! hahax.
With love
-K
ahhhh.... today is tiring. walked to queenstown mrt station with priya mathan n edrick. than rested at the cafe in queenstown mrt for awhile before moving on.
tomorrow is the first paper already. english paper. that explains why i am trying in complete words and not weird ones. oh wells. trying really hard t study. working very hard already. when i was studying, tigger's has been sitting there watching n accompanying me. i love it to bits!=D
i wish everyone the best of luck for tomorrow's paper! though it is english it is essential ya... jia yous!
i feel so tired. lethargic. i m trying really hard. hard in almost every aspect. be it friendship, relationship or studies. i dont want to have to do everything myself expect studies that is. i m freaking tired. there is nobody to share my load cause no one can actually really help me. it hurts. ALOT.
baby, i wish you were here hugging me like you used to, holding my hand and not letting go. i miss you. need you here. though i know it's rather impossible. sometimes i just need to know you care. that i exists somewhere in your heart. i am on the verge of breaking down. but i cant... i wont. at least not at this time. this moment. not now.
Days of loving you.
no. i dont understand. i dont think i would ever understand again.
With love
-K
Sunday, September 20, 2009; 7:30 PM
ytd was rather fun.. pity mucus didnt come. aww. i miss tat little feller. no.. it's not the one in th picture... tat in th picture would b myii baby cousin titus neo. yarrhs he is adorable , bt looks can be deceiving. he is really spoiled... yet he is loved by almost everyone. mucus on th other hand, though might not b loved as much bt bel n i certainly love him alot. pity i dun hav his pic. =(
ytd mum had told bel n i sum stuff... n i felt horrible. u knoe how ppl kept complaining about thier parents bot giving them what they want? bt hav they ever thought y? no. they did not. tat is why they sit thr al dae complaining about their lives n thinking tat they are pathetic. indeed they r pathetic. bt not because they dun get what they want. it's cuz they dont appreciate their parents n they choose t live in pain because of their thinking.
i love myii family. be it rain or shine... come what may. we can get through anything together bel n i will b thr giving both of you what ever support you nid. i love you daddy n mummy.
i should realy stop complaining too. though last week hit miie really hard. i often wonder why those things are happening t miie n why myii love life reeks. yes it is hard t take n th feeling is somewhat horrible. mayb it cuz i dunno how t manage myii feelings. bt i dun cry all th time... it hurts... bt i dun. i cnt.
Days of loving you.
stop. juz pls, stop.
With love
-K
sundae!=] bt i was rushing revision n mdm xu su's hw. =( siian. todae wastched alot of tv..(surprisingly. ) bt i still couldnt get th pressure of myii shoulders... ugh. ohhs wellls. hmms. todae feels lyk any other dae without baby. havent been texting him for 2 daes now. feel lyk it... bt i shoudnt. i shouldnt think abt him.... at least not at this time. so yarrhs. now going for bbq... update more tmr yarhs.=] mum promised t let miie use tmr.
Days of loving you.
i m trying t forget.
With love
-K
Friday, September 18, 2009; 5:14 PM
saturdae morning... n myii eyes are still puffy from ytd. sucks... i m going t myii grandma's house in bedok... yay!=] i miss her. it really been a while. dad is driving us thr. hahax. bt we might hav t go home on our own aftwards. ohhs wells.
sometimes i realy wonder weather i would make it in life. bt what i want to be for once. t reach myii goals. n b strong. if crying means u're weak, thn mayb mum is rite. showing others ur weak side seems lyk a disadvantage. though sometimes it's cuz u cnt take th pressure. bt no matter what it is, u hav t face it.
i dun usually expect any return from ppl. when u help someone it is not for tat, bt if u do, tat's a bonus.=]
Days of loving you.
it still hurts...
With love
-K
I thought I could take the pressure myself. withstand problems that are thrown to me like hail stones dropping fromthe sky. I was wrong . all it needed was a trigger... and that trigger came down really hard. why let everything crumble down when I needed them the most?
btw I know it looks weird cause I o typing through dad's phone =]
days of loving you.
I don't seen to understand. can anyone tell me?
with love
-K
Thursday, September 17, 2009; 11:35 PM
so screwed... everything is so screwed... myii studies is screwed, myii relationship is screwed... frenship also. siian. i m alr trying veh hard t give in. i really dunno wat he wans anymore. i feel lyk breaking. bt it juz lyk letting go of another chance...
nw u guys r probably having chi oral. good luck t all sec 3s yarrhs! jyjy baby! i didnt hav t take cuz hmt took it in semester one.
ahhh. it has been a fraking wild week... even tuesdae felt lyk wednesdae n thursdae felt lyk fridae... horrible. n i realised tat i 'suan' baby alot of times this week... mayb i was juz damn fed up. lolx.
so yarrhs. using safari now. no longer mozilla or internet explorer. =] here's an update onn th week.
mon: finally back in skol. felt quite okayys. glad came back with a tigger!! hahax. damn cute. from hongkong disney. bt i'll still love myii tigger more even though it looks black. hee hee. tie dae n th skol uni feels werid. mayb because havent worn it for a week n our home clothes are more comfortable. =] had no assemnly aft skol for th 3 express so i had dnt aft skol for a short while n went home with marc. yi ray ,wira n afif.
tues:english oral is onn thurs! juz found out cuz mr lee wrote onn th white board. ohhs well. todae hav dnt aft skol siian n i wana go for th eng oral practice! had forgotten all about it. went t th dental with marc, saw daryl wong n afif comming in... thn talked t them for a while n went off for dnt. when i reached thr , no one was thr. bt th chers. thn found out ltr tat we were going t combine with th 3d dnt (i go t 3c for dnt). so yarrhs.. went t find isa n waited for her cuz avt gt aircon! hahax. disturb kwok onn quite abit. bt he didnt mind.=]
wed:'suaned ' baby during dnt. lolx. gong zhu bing. hahax... julia laughed along wit miie. cold war dude. didnt need t come back for dnt cuz finished it alr. =]
thurs: oral!!! tested by miss khoo... lolx. quite scared bt comfortable talking t her. cuz aft al she is myii drama cher. so yarrhs. thn went down n talked t alot of ppl... gt twinie, rex, kwok onn, lucas, jp, tim, ernest. joyce n michelle wong.=] almost bumped in t baby so i decided t turn thn he also turn... lolx.
todae! had physizs test todae! ahh... i think i m going t fail. dammit. hahax. have being studying. bt i still feel tat it isnt enough. n baby sux larrhs!
Days of loving you.
giving 'till it hurts... loving you 'till th end of time...
With love
-K
Sunday, September 13, 2009; 7:05 AM
todae. marc's birthdae. thr were lyk alot of ppl thr. at first it was quite boring bt ltr onn it was rather fun.=] hahax. met alot of new ppl.. which were mostly guys as they r marc's frens. so yarrhs. thn when playing b'ball downstairs,i saw this guy playing alone so i joined him. turns out he is an ncc guy from fairfield. express too. taking double sci. ahhh... too bad didnt tke his no. hahax. was rushing up t cut th cake. heehee. thn thr's this joel guy. sux larrhs. i thot he was lyk 18- 20? thn he thot i was lyk sec 2. lolx wth! bt i guess he's okayys hahax. conclusion... todae ws funn! n zach came late. lolx so everyone tau-poked him. hahax. damn funny.
Days of loving you.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
With Love
-K
Saturday, September 12, 2009; 7:22 PM
Friday, September 11, 2009; 6:12 AM
Thursday, September 10, 2009; 2:32 AM
dammit. cnt get anything done.. everyone's lyk studying except miie. this sucks. i really need t study! bt i cnt seem t get anything into myii head. wth. study!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh. this is getiing onn myii nerves. walao. i hav no idea wat is wrong!everytime i open th damn book i stare at it n myii head goes blank. fuck larrhs. damn frustrated. fuck it larrhs.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009; 11:27 PM
an another one. eh. i m giving ppl a chance t dig out myii secrets horx
WHAT YOU WOULD RATHER BE CALLED :
i lyk myii name juz fine. =]
THE CANS :
can you blow a bubble with your gum?: no...=(
can you dance?: who cannot?
can you do a cart wheel? : yupps.
can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth?: i dun think so
can you touch your toes?: yupps.
can you wiggle your ears? : no.
can you wiggle your nose?: emmm i dunno
can you wiggle your eye brows? :omg no...
THE DIDS :
did you ever get into a fist fight? : nah i so guai
did you ever run away from home? nope.i love myii home
did you ever want to be a doctor? no..
did you ever want to be a fire fighter? nah
THE DOS :
do you believe in God ? of course!
do you know how to swim? yupps love it.
do you like roller coasters? ... i m nt sure.
do you have a bike? when i was young.
do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows? no!!
THE HAVES :
have you ever asked someone out? yarrhs, when i m really bored.
have you ever gone fishing? nah.
have you ever had a mud fight? yarrhs. awesome.
THE WHATS :
what is the temperature outside? hot!!
what radio station do you listen to? 987fm
what was the last restaurant you ate at? is fast food counted?
what was the last thing you bought? envelopes n a bag t hold baby's present.
what was the last thing you had to drink? water.
what was the last thing on TV you watched? spongebob square pants!
THE WHOS :
who was the last person you added to facebook? kendrick!
who was the last person you texted? baby.
who was the last person you talked to on the phone? mummy!
who was the last person you took a picture with? emm. forgotten
who was the last person to leave you a wall post? thomas
who was the last person you said i love you to? baby
CRYING SECTION :
ever really cried your heart out? yarrhs.
ever cried yourself to sleep? yarrhs
ever cried on your friends shoulder? yarrhs.
ever cried over the opposite sex? uh huh..
do you cry when you get an injury? not really.
do certain songs make you cry?not really.
LOVE SECTION :
how long was your longest crush? 1yr plus i think.
how many times have you had your heart broken? emm i dun remember.
have you ever loved someone so much that you would die for them?i think so. bt i wouldnt b so stupid as t die.
SELF ESTEEM SECTION :
is your self-esteem extremely low? dunno dunvthink so.
do you believe in yourself? i guess...
do you wish you can be someone else? not really.
THIS OR THAT :
rock or rap : rock!
coffee or hot cocoa: hot cocoa!
chocolate or vanilla: totally chocoate!
bracelet or necklace : necklace!
history or science :definately history
sleep in or early to rise : slp in!
beach or boardwalk : board walk i think
hoodie or tee shirt : hoodie!
night or day : day! hav more fun
love at first sight or learn to love : love at first sight.
HAVE YOU EVER :
been on the phone until the sun came up?:nah.
laughed so hard you cried? no...
got into a fight with someone? yarrhs. those stupid idiots.
CURRENT :
current mood : bored.
current music playing: nothing.
current hair style: tied up
current thing i ought to be doing: studying!
current desktop picture :sum glass thingy
current amount of money you have on you right now : miie? hmms i dunno.
THIS OR THAT :
kissing on the bed or kissing in the rain : in th rain.
hugs or kisses :hugs!
watching a scary movie or a funny one : scary!
holding hands or being held: being held
PINK IS LOVE
1. Do you like someone? yes! baby.
2. Do you believe in love at first sight? yarrrhs.
3. Have you ever loved someone so much it hurt?yarrhs. u'll b surprised who.
RED IS ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone? not really
2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?sis. shh. dun tell her.
3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? yarrhs myii shoe.
4. Is anyone mad at you? i dunno
YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY
1. Who are you? neo karen!
2. What is your career plan for the future?hav no idea
4. Do you want to have children?yes!
ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT
1. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought? cool.
2. If you could have anything right now what would it be?baby beside miie.
GREEN IS OPINION
1. Lower the drinking age? nah. cnt stand drinkers
3. War? no.
4. Global Warming? i wish i could do more.
PURPLE IS Q&A
Q: How many beds did you lay in today? dun get it
Q: What color shirt are you wearing? jammys! stripe.
Q: Name one thing that you do every day?hmms. think of baby.
Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now? no.
Q: Do you own a camera phone? yupps
GREY IS TODAY
1. What are you doing tonight? i dunno sleep?
2. What are you going to eat?dunno juz had fish soup
3. Where are you going to be at 2:00am? sleep?
BLACK IS FOR TOMORROW
1. Tomorrow is? fridae
2. Are you looking forward to it?i think so. drama cip n lunch wit thomas. mayb go see baby n give him present.
3. Are you going to laugh? i dunno
4. Who are you going to be with? emmm. drama ppl n baby n thomas.
5. Do you want to change that?wat is tat?
6. Do you have a crush? huhs? not relevent!
7. Are you happy with life at the moment? i dunno
1. What is your Dad's best friends name? i think uncle hock zhuan
2: Have you had sex in the past 48 hours? NO!
3. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had? hav no idea.
4. What body part do you wash first? face..
5. Is your driveway steep? i dunno if i hav one
6. What's your favorite flavored Pringles? original
7. Have you ever been tied up? i dunno
8. What did you just eat? fish soup!
9. How many times have you been cursed at? is fuck you counted?
11. Have you ever had any Friends with Benefits? hmms depends onn wat u mean by benefits... bt love is a definate yes.
12. Have you ever been cow-tipping or Frogging? huh?
13. Have you ever bitten your toenails? no!
14. Name something you do when you're alone? think...
15. How many drinks have you had today?water
16. Why are you doing this survey? nth better t do
17. What did you do last night?sleep
18. Have you ever stuck an object up your nose? tissues when myii nose bleed
19. What does the seventh text on your phone say? why leh?
20. Who is the 5th person on your contact list? alvin tan
so bored... here's another quiz!
Once you are tagged.
Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff.
starting time: 14.04
name: Neo Karen
sisters: 1
brothers: 0
eye Color: black or brown not sure.
shoe size: dunno lolx
hair: black...
piercings: ear lobe.
height: 154
what are you wearing right now? : jammys!
where do you live? holland close
favorite number: 4
favorite drink: hmms... blueberry tea!
favorite month: june
favorite breakfast: mcdonald's hotcakes
***********Have You Ever***********
broken a bone: nopes
been in a police car: nopes
been on a plane: yupps! shenyang!
been in a hot tub: yupps
swam in the ocean: yarrhs.
fallen asleep in school: yarrhs. hehe
broken someone’s heart: yarrhs. regreted it.
cried when someone died?: yarrhs.
fell off your chair: yarrhs.
sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: no.
saved e-mails: no
been cheated on: no.
***********What is************
your room like?
i share it with myii sis... kinda messy
what is right beside you? foolscape... mummy's phone, myii phone... myii kube, nametag...
what is the last thing you ate? fish soup!
———————-Ever Had- ————————-
chicken pox: Yupps
sore throat: Yupps
stitches: Yupps
broken nose: nope
————————-Do You————————–
believe in love at first sight? yarrhs y not?
like picnics: yes!
wear contact lenses or glasses? nopes
———————————————————
who was the last person you danced with?
myii class? aces!
who last made you smile?
gladys
————————–Who—————————
did you last yell at?
lucas!
———-Final Questions————-
what are you listening to right now? nth.
what did you do today? msn n blogged
hate someone in your family? nopes!
diamond or pearl? diamond
are you the oldest? yupps.
indoors or outdoors? outdoors!
——————Today did you———————-
1. talk to someone you like? nopes.. baby at grandparents hse.
2. kiss anyone? nopes.
3. get sick? nopes
4. sing? nopes. not yet.
5. talk to an ex? nopes
6. miss someone?yarrrhs.
7. eat? duh.
—————-Last person who——————
8. you talked to on the phone? mummy.
9. made you cry? baby.
10. went to the movies with? family
11. you went to the mall with? theodore.
——————Have you——————-
19. been to Mexico? nope
20. been to USA? nopes
——————-Random——————–
21. have a crush on someone? not now. stead.=]
22. what books are you reading right now? not reading anything
23. best feeling in the world? happiness.
24. future kids names? i dunno. bt it's gonna b speacial. zach wans t name his kid zachariah. not gonna marry him.
25. do you sleep with a stuffed animal? yupps. baby's first present.
26. what’s under your bed? dust!
27. favorite sport(s) to watch? track n field
28. favorite place: myii home sweet home
32. who do you really hate? hmms. no one really.
33. do you have a job? nopes...
(34 to 36 are gone omg)
37. What time is it now?
14.20
1) tan junsheng
2) gladys liu
3) lau sui zhi
4) rexston chua
5) lam kwok onn
6) marc
7) vanessa
8) venetia
9) clarissa kwok
10) belinda neo
11) thomas
12) lucas ng
13) megan
14) yasmin
15) haikal
16)marilyn
17) jewell
18) phoebe
19) joelle
20) ridzwan
21) esther
*How did you meet 7?
em.. intro by fren.
*What would you do if you had never met 15?
i duuno... emm. mayb 1 less relationship...
*What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
emm weird...
*Have you ever seen 17 cry?
no...
*Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
i dun think so. too different.
*Do you want to be 13's friend forever?
yarrhs. she's fun
*Do you think 11 is attractive?
em... at some points. bt i've got baby alr.=]
*What’s 5’s favorite color?
i dunno. black?
*When was the last time you talked to 9?
on aces. we went back t rgp tgt.
*What language does 8 speak?
english!
*Who is 13 going out with?
no one. she's single n mine=]
*What grade is 16 in?
sec 3. myii class! 3D
*Would you ever date 17?
nah, tat would b weird.
*Where does 18 live?
not a clue.
*What is the best thing about 4?
he is always thr t wipe aways myii tears.
*What would you like to tell 10 right now?
i love u mei!
*What is the best thing about 20?
almost everything. except when he says tat i m short.
*Have you ever kissed 2?
lolx i m nt a les
*What’s the best memory you have of 5?
=] dunno how t say.
*When’s the next time you’re going to see 4?
most prob onn mon in skol
*How is 7 different from 6?
a boy n a girl.=]
*Is 2 pretty?
yes!
*What was your first impression of 15?
cute.
*How did you meet 3?
classmates. now bestfrens.
*Is 15 your best friend?
nah. bt kinda tight.
*Do you hate 12?
nt really. love him as a close fren=]
*Have you seen 18 in the last month?
guess so.
*When was the last time you saw 16?
ytd, we had chem
*Have you been to 5’s house?
no.. lolx.
*When’s the next time you’ll see 10?
ltr todae when she comes home from her match
*Are you close to 11?
i duuno. he pei miie eat lunch last fri.
*Have you been to the movies with 4?
yupps. him n a bunch of guys.
*Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
nt really
*Would you give 19 a hug?
i think so
*When have you lied to 3?
never did. best fren=] n twinie
*Is 11 good at socializing?
not th slightest clue. okayys i guess.
*Do you know a secret about 8?
yarrhs.
*Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
they have no idea either one of them exsits.
*What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9?
7 years of frenship.
*What’s the worst thing about 6?
alot. bt i m not gonna tell onn myii bff.
*Have you ever had a crush on 12?
wth. lucas? nah.
*How long have you known 2?
since sec1.
*Have you ever been in a fight with 13?
not really. bt she did lyk myii ex.
*Does 11 have a bf/gf?
noppe
* Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?
sumtimes. hahax. stupid attitude. bt i wont larrhs.=]
*Has 21 met your mother?
Nope.
*How did you meet 11?
though frens. i think
*Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
nah.at least i dun think so.
*Do you live close to 7?
quite bt i live closer t 4
*What's 8's favourite food?
dunno.
*What kind of car does 1 have?
he dosent bt his parents does.
*Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
yarrhs.
*If you gave 14 $100, what would they spend it on?
little miss chatterbox. =] i knoe myii b3. heehee.
ahh.... thursdae morning. damn tired n havin an unexpected headache... argh. dammit..no mood t study, wat's wrong with miie? siian. keep wanting t go out. i cnt... i so NEED to study! mustpush myiiself harder.... though trying really hard... ytd juz went back t skol. everyine trying i feel so lagg-ish... argh.
came back from dnt. bathed n ate... quite tired from th chem remedial n dnt practical. saw baby thr too. tugged his shirt... n made his sleeve damn messed up. lyk as if it was not ironed. aww. sry... ate lunch with isa... cupnoodles. as we were kinda rushing for time n tat was al tat was sold in skol. so yarrhs. did a facebook test juz nw. it says tat i m a tomboy... dots. i did many quizes before tat... n th same results! lolx. i guess tat's y it's easier t communicate with guys. bt i really cnt put myiiself in their shoes sumtimes. Days of loving you...Baby...With love-KTuesday, September 8, 2009; 6:26 PM
ahh. early morning n i m heading t skol t do myii dnt practical. bt not all myii dnt classmate are gonna b thr... juz th 3d ones. aft tat i'll b going for myii chemistry class aft which bk t dnt for journal. buzy... i wonder wat time it's gonna end. ohhs wells got to go. wouldnt wana b late.=]Days of loving you.waking up early kills myii dreams!With love-K
ah.. so darn tired.... came back from lunch with twinie abt 2 hrs ago.... bt thn saw louis waiting at th bus stop al by himself so talked t him. n at th same time wait for bel.. we wait for quite awhile while waiting we entertained ourselves with our daily happenings. ohhs wells. thn returned home.
in tiong, i met quite a number of frens thr. even gan stead was thr too. twinie n i saw nick, shuan, timo gor, gan stead n alex. thn when he left i saw kendrick (as in belinda's classmate). lolx. when i reached home i didint feel lyk touching those books. argh. told u i'd lose myii study mood. bleahs.
twinie seems so siian... aww. n i dunno how t cheer him up. he juz recovered n he is going for training todae.... cuz he has a match tmr. jyjys twinie! good luck n i hope u win!
Days of loving you.
mummy! wash your hands aft u touch th shoes cn...
With love
-K
Monday, September 7, 2009; 7:43 PM
finally... linked everyone tat asked miie t link them... even from long b4... bt i was too lazy t.. cuz i seldom linked ppl at al. ohhs well. at least now i dun feel so bad. hahax. juz realised tat i m going out with twinie for lunch at tiong ltr onn. argh. at this rate, i'll nvr get myii things done. good thing it is at 11 plus, if i were t b late, it'll b horrible. so yarrhs. i hav so many things t do during th hols... catch up wit frens, revise, homework... n quality time with family n baby... did i mention tat o'levels were comming? i mean chinese... i m rather worried about it. i mean it's been five years of taking higher chi... apperently myii skol only offers it at primary five. sad. i took it cuz i loved chi thn... bt thn aft tat it became juz another subject. n i m failing myii electives!!! ahhh... when u r supposed t b good in ur electives cuz u choose them n i actually failed dnt mainly bcuz i didnt hav an mc so i couldnt take it n therefore a big fat zero. !@#* ohhs well. time t prepare t go out i wouldnt wana b late.. cuz twinie has issues. =P hee hee.Days of loving you.j
uz another update. another post... not another day.With love-K
ah dammit. couldnt sleep aft myii sister's alarm clock rang.unsuccessfully tried t get back t dream land. tat's explains why i m blogging at the present moment. in th end. decided t wake up n get something done. so i stuffed th bottle with hearts while myii sis rushed frantically t get ready. apperently in th midst of rushing she has time t use th com. lolx. bt now tat she has gone out n i hav finished stuffing th bottle, i m using th com as i m in no mood t touch myii books yet...argh. tat's th irritating part. i NEED t study. if worse cm t worse i shall touch them aft lunch. ytd i bought extra straws incase n guess wat? they actually came in handy. instead of th red n yellow straws... as i struggled t finish folding th neon coloured straws(at least tat is wat it says onn th packaging) , myii sis came back from watching a late movie. she offered help as myii hands were hurting lyk crazy, bt i turned down her offer cuz i wanted t finish al of this myiiself(baby, u better appreciate it! =P)... by th time i went t bed, myii hands were lyk paralysed of sth. i cnt seem t touch anything. bt it al worth it. i think. lolx. Days of loving you.i still need packaging!With love-Kstart of an official holidae. ahhh... veh tired. apparently, i hav been studying from morning til nw. i finished myii eng, read 6 chapters of myii lit book, did myii chi n was revising myii ss... ahhh... feels so empty n tired. n myii butt hurts from sitting. i feel restless. going out wit twinie tmr t get a glass bottle t contain myii pretty hearts... bt he refuse t go out early. he is so lazy! talking t him onn th phone juz nw. he has been staying at home al dae too. n did his a maths... eng he was too lazy t do n he jumped t e maths. lolx. so siian... i LONG t go out. bt i NEED t study. well. at least make good use of th hols n not juz go out al th time. so i planned myii things in hopes tat i will do them. n i did. todae. uncertain of how things r going t turn out tmr, i m trying t plan ahead. n well... going out spoils myii study mood. bleah. wat a watse. at least it helps miie t stop thinking about relationship problems. as well as frenship problems. when i juz laze around i think more about it n it hurts even more. Baby, i miss you. since u cnt sms, i hav been wondering what u r doing... siian your bill bao alr n it's not helping.Days of loving you.Baby, i love you.With love-K
Sunday, September 6, 2009; 12:06 AM
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todae went to cut hair, well not really cut. trim. during th hols i m going t really cut. juz sit thr n tell eddie gor t cut wateva hairstyle he thinks suits miie. =] hahax. big gamble. ohhs wells. worth a shot. hahax. he is a good hairstylist. 
so screwed... everything is so screwed... myii studies is screwed, myii relationship is screwed... frenship also. siian. i m alr trying veh hard t give in. i really dunno wat he wans anymore. i feel lyk breaking. bt it juz lyk letting go of another chance...
ytd we went for th singapore art show as volunteers t b stationed at various art works until th participants come t us... it is sth lyk th amazing race... except it is called th amazing art find. lolx.so yarrhs. one senoir is supposed t take 2 juniors so i took iris n yue chang. stationed at douby ghout mrt lolx. most comfortable spot! one sec2 n one sec 1. yue chang is super cute cn! aft th whole thing was over, we went back n collect 12 dollars for our hardwork... lolx. damn cool. n we get t keep th tee-shirts! yay us!
todae was tiring... came back from drama cip briefing n was late for lunch with thomas... little did knoe when i reached home... he knocked onn th door... n was with lyk flowers outside. aww. so sweet... bt i dunno.. feels weird... so yarrhs... pretty flowers. now talking t zach... lolx. 
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