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Wednesday, December 30, 2009; 3:59 AM

so yeah . we didnt watch avatar today. instead, we watched alvin and the chipmunks 2.. it is damn cute. the storyline is not veh good, but it is adorable nonetheless. lol. especially theodore!! haha. twinie brought his bro along(as usual), met them at orchard mrt lol. then went on to ask for directions to cine. but the first woman gave veh confusing directions and twinie got messed up haha. so we went on to the information counter this time it was much easier. haha. but we almost got lost. and had to cross the road two times haha.

then bought the tickets and went to wisma to eat. saw twinie's uncle and his gf. damn pretty!! haha. and twinie was right, i cnt finish the beef noodles haha. then they went on to pay for their meal at their uncle's. after which we went back to get popcorn combo. large one cuz 3 of us sharing. in the end we didnt manage to finish it. and all of us felt damn full. and the show finished earlier then expected. twinie wanted to come to my house cuz my mum wanted to see him but she was not at home. so we went home. =D

thanks twinie, for accompanying your bro and i to watch the show even though you regretted in the end and felt that you had made a bad decision. and for trying to go out even though you might not be able to. for alot of things you done and gave. i really appreciate it. =] i know that i may not be a very good friend but i will be there whenever you need a friend to talk. i know tht i dun understand alot of things, but i try my veh best to listen. =]

loves,
K

Tuesday, December 29, 2009; 8:25 PM

mon had dance practice for 3 hous plus. tues went out with danny and yi zhe. and late on i am going out with twinie to watch avatar.better not be late. haha. if not have to buy his ticket. lol.

school is starting next week. i cn feel the pressure.yet i cnt wait to get back to school and see everyone!! lol.especially him. have no idea why i cnt seem to forget him... oh wells. i am just gonna have to try...

going off soon. most probably blogging later bah.

Loves,
K

Sunday, December 27, 2009; 6:57 PM

went out to watched Sherlock Holmes yesterday and attended a party at my uncle's house in sentosa afterwards. spent Christmas at my grandparent's house and went out with bel, louis and zach on sat. so i guess the last 3 days have been pretty eventful.

Sherlock Holmes is absolutely awesome. =] seriously. at first i wasn't too keen on watching it. but then i went to watch it anyways. and it turned out pretty cool. and funny too. unexpected, which makes it interesting. it is a movie i strongly recommend. =]

sat was fun. our first stop was sticky at central.then to burger king to have lunch. it was practically empty. after eating wee still sat there and played taiti. we were really loud. and louis dropped a whole tray on the floor. good thing there wasnt any fries there anymore. then we went to douby ghout. to play jubeat. for the first time i played and failed.. not really badly. but nevertheless, failed. lol. after all that, we went on to go home and zach and louis came along with us. but lois had to go home shortly after. and the funniest thing was he locked himself outside and realised that his bag was inside. haha. i stood there and laughed at him. lol.

oh wells. there is still dance later on at 5.30. guess maybe i would post later or tmr. toodles!!

loves,
K

Thursday, December 24, 2009; 5:07 AM

today went to pulau ubin! but then i didnt go to marc's party. awww. sad... currently at my grandparents house. today is really fun! at first it was really sticky. cause it was raining practially the whole morning! and i didnt bring spare clothes. lol. in the end we got rain coats. haha. we went to chek jawa wetland. it was beautiful! the weather was nice too cause it stopped raining. haha. walked quite a few miles and also got to see how ppl lived there. they had simple lives. there were alot of insects there!! the ants are ginormous!!! seriously! i mistook them for a spider and screamed!! my aunt and granddad laughed at me. cause alot of ppl turned back to look. lol. so ps.

after we went back to singapore mainland, we went to eat jap food!! it is damn nice lah. but also damn ex. seriously, one bowl of rice and tempura for 10?! and ramen for 14 ++ omg!! super ex. we also ate ice cream and after we ate, my granddad say other places eat 5+ only. lol

how am i going to sleep without pooh pooh today? i didnt bring it out with me. neither did i bring tigger. i told my auntie and she laughed and said that i can be owl liao. no need to sleep liao. so sad.

oh wells,merry christmas eve ppl.=] sleep well to ying jie christmas.haha.

loves,

Tuesday, December 22, 2009; 10:49 PM

i was blog hopping earlier. went to bel's blog.. i really miss her man. sleeping with my parents for the past 2 days and i am having weird dreams... lol. seriously. lyk skateboarding. LOL super weird.

ytd, went out with louis and zach. it was funnn!! haha. mainly cuz i was super bored. lol. then they went to my house and we had dinner. taiti-ed and watch tv. also used com. lol and they watched some lame video online lol. and zach cnt stop laughing. he is super lame. i swear. haha.

i am so addicted to the song miserable at best by mayday parade. i have no idea why. but it's nice. emo but nice!! lol.

tmr i am going to pulau ubin in the morning and evening to marc's house. haha. gonna be so damn tired. must sleep earlier haha. and i just realised that i havent gotten marc a christmas present.. ah dammit. need to go shopping b4 attending the party tmr. but dunno what to buy.... shall think about it tmr.

when i was blog hopping , i realised that alot of ppl were blogging about relationships and stuff, and how it hurts. yeah i know how they feel... but sometimes we need to look foreword and not back. i know it's kinda ironic for me to say it cause i am not entirely over him. but think about it. isnt it true?

bleah. oh so excited about tmr!! haha. well sortda... dammmit i am becoming so random!

loves,
K

Monday, December 21, 2009; 9:09 PM

omg. oh so bored!! wanted to ask ppl to go out. then i saw louis's msg , asking if i am free cuz he is also bored i guess. our lives without bel is lyk so boring. oh wells. she is coming back tmr. =] slept in my parent's room cuz i cnt sleep alone. =( it feels so empty.

i had this dream last night. about you and me. (again!) it seemed so real. am i still thinking about you? i wished it was... but it will never come true. cuz right now we are so far apart.it was a sweet dream... but nevertheless, a dream.

loves,
K

so yeah. today supposed to go out and meet hunney.. in the end, i had to go home alone without meeting her. sad. but on the way home, i saw this red and blue bee!!! so cute!! part of a promotional stunt. then came home, after awhile found that meimei sprained her leg.=( surfed th net and went for dance. thn had dinner with si pei and i saw sufi at redhill, he was jogging. lol

no body is at home now. i am all alone. chatting with glad, shawn gor and rex(in bangkok!!)lol. wa talking to lucas and him but he was busy and in a convo with jialin and lucas, lucas wanted to sleep. lol. so yeah.

feel so zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz! supposed to have dinner with twinie. but he wasnt allowed to go training. so yeah

"it's every little thing you do, makes me fall in love you."

loves,
K

Sunday, December 20, 2009; 9:00 PM

so bored now man. there is still dance practice later at 5.30. oh wells. holidays seems so boring.... it's like i want it to end at the same time i dont... cuz once the holidays end, i'll be a sec 4. o levels and blah blah blah. so damn busy man. next year school is gonna end at 3.30 and each period will be an hour. and so many things i need to do... gosh...

i am so in need of tuition.

anyone received the ngee ann poly postcard inviting you to their open house?? if yes are you going??? 7-9 jan 2010

Loves,
K

i was packing earlier today, threw away alot of things and realised that i have lost someone really important... it's lyk he would use to group with me for projects, go out if i asked,pei me talk and sms if i wanted to. but now... he wouldnt even pick up my call, reply me sms or even go out with me. argh... so fed up with myself.

dont know what to think anymore.

loves,
K

Thursday, December 17, 2009; 11:44 PM

omg i am so bored. oh so bored!!! have no clue why... feel so empty. and yeah. ytd went to sentosa. saw baby titus!!!!!!!!! he is soo cute!! he know how to say apple!! haha then we ate ice cream. 3 tubs and we cnt even finish....................... haha saded. louis was with us. =]

i had this dream that i have a dog... when i woke up it was gone. ohhs wells.

baby, i am so sorry..

loves,
K

Tuesday, December 15, 2009; 10:36 PM

it's starting to feel lyk a never ending love story, except now... there is not much of love... it's just my one sided crush... trying not to think about it but it keeps coming back. i feel lyk as if i am not good enough... was i wrong? to love you when i know you wouldnt love me back. at least not anymore. to cry when i know you wouldnt give a damn. to care for you when i know and i dont expect any returns. how am i supposed to show that i am really sorry for hurting you th first time round? and that no matter what others say, i never gave up on you. i am trying to let go. so that both of us can be happier. but it's so hard. sometimes. when i close my eyes, memories flood my mind. those times that made me feel so indifferent, loved. and i knew, no matter how high i climb,i am not afraid to fall, because you would be there to break my fall. but now, i am afraid to climb... to even try... afraid that i would hit the cold hard floor if i fall. it would be back to square1... it was so hard to get out of it. i feel so empty. lyk sth thing is missing. but yet i cnt seem to figure it out. sometimes i want to set things right. but they never seem to work. i feel like an utter failure.

Love,
K

Sunday, December 13, 2009; 11:43 PM

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sat went to grandma's house to swim... it was fun. and i found out sth else that made me realise that some people's mentality does not grow with age. anyways, was supposed to go out with zach today to get marc's present. but we postponed it to tmr. so yeah. cnt resist the temptation of maple. haha. going to get my second job soon! i know what alot of ppl will be thinking. lyk omg so slow. but let me tell you first hand i am not hard core. haha. so yeah. now zach is out.. and i am stuck at home. awwwwwwwwwwww. sad. oh wells. back to maple. =]

baby... i feel so lost without you.

loves,
K

Friday, December 11, 2009; 7:30 PM

so yeah. yesterday went for dance practice from 6 pm to 8.30pm. before that had dinner with zach. well sorta cause I didn't feel like eating much. haha. then walked with him from tiong to redhill. it was fun.then met Jialin there. hugged zach and he left for his grandma's house. after which Jialin and I went for dance at leng kee cc. walked to redhill with si pei and bought cherry cherry soda freezeand homed.

baby,I had this dream about you. about me, about us. it seemed so real. but when I woke up, you were no longer there. I dun understand why I having all these dreams, when I thought I am so over you.sometimes I wish it was real. but nevertheless it's all just a dream.

' now it's too late to turn it around.'

loves,
K.

Tuesday, December 8, 2009; 11:09 PM

' i am sorry for the tears i made you cry'

i dunno what to think anymore. i feel so lost. so alone. no one else is going to walk down this path with me. it's like standing on a battlefield alone with no one to back you up. cnt help but feel sad at times. i want to forget so many things. but i cnt seem to.

today i did 3 hours of studying. while smsing glad and marc. ate lunch with mum. sis went to work today. can concentrate better alone. and i am not going out anymore. at least not for today. marc's dad changed his mind all of a sudden. so not going already. sad.

"It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when your heart still does."

loves

Monday, December 7, 2009; 7:42 PM

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omg. tuesday today.. somehow, it doesnt feel lyk it. ytd was so eventful, i didnt really have any trouble sleeping. ytd after ard 9pm i accompanied twinie to eat dinner. we ate at bk. he couldnt finish his burger. omg. he cnt really eat much after he came back from china. sad lah. and zach became really... i dunno busy, tired and stuff... it feels lyk as if he is very sick. =(

going for dance practice on fri. 6 pm. at leng kee cc... i feel damn stress. th way my parents and even sis are talking about studies. they dun allow miie to go for b'ball and much less, work. i feel so trapped. is that how all th sec 4s feel? i feel lyk as if time is running out. and i cnt do anything about it. =(

is it you? or is it just me?

Loves,
K

so yeah. went down to dover to play b'ball with yi zhe. thn his friends came and i watched them play awhile. thn they ask miie to play. i just stand thr and dribble cuz they also dun dare touch me. haha. in th end, i pass all to yi zhe. dun feel lyk playing. thn went to eat hotdog.with bacon and cheese. thn he had to go home.so he couldnt pei miie home. but he told miie to text him when i get home.

thn called twinie, he was on th way to training, stopped by my house to pass miie my present from china. it is lyk a keychain with my chi name. =] damn nice. thn he rest for awhile and went off liao. haha. i love th key chain lah!! thanks twinie!! =]

i have decided to take up jia lin's offer and join ching gay. cuz mummy dun allow me to go for b'ball anymore. and it's is a rare chance. why not?

i dunno anymore lah. why is everyone changing so much? =( promise is a really big word. if you cnt keep it thn dun promise miie anything. cuz you keep breaking it....

i am not even sure if it is love...

Loves.
K

Sunday, December 6, 2009; 10:05 PM

today had training. 3 hours. at first i thought no one was thr, wanted to go home alr. thn jose came, so both of us waited for th rest. until char came thn we did warm up and ran, everyone ran one round while dribbling th ball. did shooting, tactics and played match too. very long never play liao. still damn blur. dots. later on while walking to cold storage, i called twinie to see if he was available for lunch. but he didnt pick up thn i called yi zhe. later going to play b'ball with him. actually mainly just shooting. and twinie called back but he was in novena, training... with sji ppl. he wan sji boy dun wan me. LOL. damn lame right? but yeah. thn bought orange juice and now home liao. =]

so yeah. ytd went to attend wedding... shao yun biao yi is so pretty lah!! sat thr and eat. thn my cousins keep playing with my phone. lol. after that went to meet yi zhe and walked around vivo. damn sian. thn went to candy empire and bought candies(obviously) thn went to tiong and had dinner at kfc. ate only a burger. lol. thn walked all th back to school and took bus home. he sent miie to th void deck at my block. =]

omg so gtg and bathe liao. ltr still going out. but to play b'ball... =]

sometimes i wonder if you even notice.

Loves,
K

Friday, December 4, 2009; 11:50 PM

it has been raining today. omg. super hate rainy days. addison is going for his cca camp. but he promised to msg me on tues. before that have b'ball training on mon, have to go as i promised char. the past few trainings didnt go cuz woke up too late to see th msg. argh... feel so lazy.=P

zach is coming back today!! yay!! but so far he hasn't msg or anything. so maybe not back yet bah. maybe on th way instead. =( miss him lah.

omg so need to study later. finish up my Chinese. homework sia. and i actually forgotten that i had other homeworks... lol. so bored. going down to get things for my sis to eat.

somehow, i know that it is no longer possible between us. but baby, i cnt help feeling alone and that i need you here with me...

Loves,
K

Thursday, December 3, 2009; 7:27 AM

Just had supper with my family and somehow it was a rather short one compared to our usual supper. When we usually drag a lot. So yeah. Zach is coming back on sat. But dunno what time. And twinie is coming back tmr also dunno what time. Two weeks without zach and one week without twinie is so boring. Mum keeps nagging and I feel so frustated. But I can't seem to get my study started. Dun understand why. I want to start studying and fast!!!!!! Omg. I wonder when I am going to get my prepaid man. So frustrating lah. Parents told us every month give me top up but now I have to go get myself.....

Baby, I often wonder what is on your mind. I miss you.

Love,
K

Tuesday, December 1, 2009; 7:46 AM

omg... trying to study.. but so hard. hah.talked to yizhe on th phone. and well cooked with mummy!! sis went to chalet so was lyk all alone with the book or sth. sad. went to do hair treatment and trim ytd. sat thr for lyk 2 hours plus. wth. lol

ytd you talk to me on msn.. i didnt know that you would come and talk to me yourself.i mean after what happened between us.i feel comfortable talking to you. maybe it's cuz we known each other for a long time... i miss you.

I AM SO NOT ADDICTED TO MAPLE!!

maybe

loves,
K