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Monday, August 31, 2009; 1:28 AM

Dying every second tat u're nt around.

todae is Aces. it was damn fun. Reached around 6 plus t th bus stop n saw rex thr. hahax. thn onn th bus saw twinie. walked t skol with both of them. =] thn when i reached class, i realised tat alot of ppl havent come yet. so i am lyk th first t get th ribbon thingy onn myii hands. aft tat when rica came, we practice one or twice thn th bell ring. we were off t assembly, aft which, we went t hall for our aces. we go according t classes. starting from 3a.. bt either way myii class is still 4th t dance. bt during th dance a technical error occurred bt fortunately we were given a chance t try again.=] hehe. in the end, we got 3rd! 3b gt second n 3c first. quite surprising as 3a is quite gd. they cried... i guess they out in twice th effort we did n they really deserved much more.

so yarrhs, aft al tat drama, i went back t myii primany skol. btw sawn gorx came back i saw him n i was lyk ahh! n i hugged him. let's hope baby didnt see tat.aft which went t th bus stop with marc n met hong yi... he kept talking abt myii height. stupid. i also saw edrick n darren. darren asked for his b'dae present n i gave him myii paper. lolx. so yarrhs went back alone. thn as i was about t reach habib called miie asking miie t go vivo which i didnt. when i FINALLY reched rgps, i saw clari seating with mdm tng! i went over n gave her a hug. she said i changed alot, mdm tng i mean. thn i also saw some of myii frens.=] lilyn said she wanted t arrange some class outing!! woots! thn went t see mrs huang! missed her lyk shit. past two years go back nvr see her. hee hee. thn clari n i went al ard th skol b4 going t see th book shop auntie! sad larrhs, miss chan wasnt thr.=( thn went t eat with clari at bugis. laugh lyk crazy n i almost lost myii wallet. siian. thn headed back home. n met rikard onn th bus n he pei miie go home.=]

baby, i miss u. i try t act lyk as if we r fine. bt we are so not. cnt u tell? myii heart aches whenever i talk about u. i wanted u t b thr , for everything. bt sumone else always takes ur place. other guys treat miie better thn u do. i duuno wat u r thinking anymore. it hurts n i juz wana get out of this. it's haunting miie. i feel lyk i m th one trying, are u? tell miie...

days of loving u

why? wat more do u want from miie?

with love

-K

Thursday, August 27, 2009; 5:54 AM

baby, we juz reached an agreement ytd n todae u r doing it again.it hurts... it hurts lyk crazy. mayb if ur bill is over, i dun mind. since u tell miie it is i shall believe u.. bt i find it hard t because of certain reasons... not tat i dun trust u.. knoe u so long le. i rather believe wat u say thn wat others say. 2-3 years le. u were always thr. when i fell out of love... u were thr. talking t miie, n listening t miie. u warned miie, when sumthings gonna happen... bt i juz didnt listen. when we were still in sec 1, we used t fight alot. i nvr thot tat i would fall for u... look at us now. i m sry i didnt love u enough last time. u say tat u love miie. bt do u really?

LOOK. if u think i stared at u, it is ur problem. bt i didnt. who would want u stare at u larrhs. u wana knoe wat's th real difference between us? opps, i mean differences... u r so much older. n u dun knoe how t think, maturity is juz another stage u havent been through or even reached yet. n being civilised... u act lyk a sick barbarian. if u think shouting n being louder thn others means u've won, u hav alot more coming. dun act lyk ur english is good. if u wana act bitch, i cn bitcher thn ur slutty frens. it's juz tat i m so much more civilised. if it's juz cause of a stare or TH WORD. thn i suggest u stop, cause if others come t knoe abt this, they'd laugh their head off. if u wana start a war, bring it onn.

days of loving u.

m i too mean?

with love
-K

Wednesday, August 26, 2009; 2:17 AM

siian ... cried todae. it's been awhile. i didnt wana cry. i keep telling myiiself nt to. bt i juz broke down... it's nt because i wan attention from u or anything. bt it hurts soo much. n ppl keep asking y i cry. if ppl knew... we would both b in huge trouble. when i was lyk crying. benedict was lyk karen dun cry le larrhs. u look lyk mickey mouse ... dun cry le okayys? thn he smiled. lolx. i didnt knoe i look lyk mickey mouse hahas. n edrick was lyk u alright? while everyone else was lyk, y u cry? thanks ppl no matter u mean it or not, it's lyk a kind of console t miie.=] esp GLADYS LIU!!! hahax. I TOTALLY LOVE HER! she is thr for miie through out. thanks u bestie!

ahem. not t forget Lau Sui Zhi. hahax. he was really sweet. he heard myii sobs n comforted miie. i juz typed sum paragraph for him... thnaks alot twinie.=]

all i have is four words for u...

BABY,I LOVE YOU.

days of loving u.

y does it hurt so much?

with love
-K

Friday, August 21, 2009; 4:43 AM

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?

average
2. Smart?
lolx em. i dun mind.=]

3. Preferred age?
same age or older.

4. Preferred height?
taller thn miie!

5. How about sense of humor?
duh!
6. How about piercings?
i dun mind. have an ex who does.

7. Accepts you for who you are?
duh!

8. Pink hair?
... no...

9. Mushy or no?
mushy!

10. Thin or fat?
athletic!

11. Black, Brown or White (skin color)?
as long as we both love each other!

12. Long hair or short hair?
short. bt nt tat short.

13. Plastic or metal?
??

14. Smells good?
shd b bahhs.

15. Smoker?
no.

16. Drinker?
noooooooooo!

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?
emmm nt sure.

18. Muscular?
average larrhs

19. Plays piano?
nt really.

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?
emm dunno also cn.

21. Plays violin?
nah.

22. Sings very good?
i dun mind.

23. Vain?
nah. nt really.

24. With glasses?
dun really matter

25. With braces?
errrr.... nt so sure.

26. Shy type?
okayys, bt nt too shy.

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?
middle.

28. Active or passive?
active!

29. Tight or bomb?
in between.

30. Singer or dancer?
dancer.

31. stunner?
why not...

32. Hiphop?
err.. dun mind.

33. Earrings?
why not? i have an ex tat does.

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?
NO!

35. Dimples?
nah. bt if hav i dun mind . cute larrhs! bt baby dun hav.

36. Bookworm?
nah.

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?
y nt?

38. Playful?
nt too playful

39. Flirt?
ONLY WITH ME!

40. Poem writer?
nah.

41. Serious?
at the right times

42. Campus crush?
emmm...? stead.

43. Painter?
i dun mind.

44. Religious?
emmm... dunno

45. Someone who likes to tease people?
emm. nt too overboard.=]

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?
none. bt baby lyks com games.

47. Speaks 20 languages?
nah.

48. Loyal or faithful?
both!

49. good kisser?
guess so.

50. loves children??
DUH!

i juz found out tat he didnt even attend th prefects thingy. so heart breaking. todae i didnt wana go t skol cuz i wasnt feeling wel. bt thn i remembered tat i promised him i'd wait 4 him aft th prefects thing. so i forced myiiself out of bed t go. t think he actually did tat. it's so bloody pain. y does this kinda things keep happening t miie. it hurts... n u hav no idea how much it does.

with love
-K

nw in th com lab... siian. waiting for baby t finish his prefects... though th weird thing is ppl tell miie they finish le. n ppl are all released except for cabinate prefect n he is nt one of them... so yarrhs. i hav no idea whr he is or wat. juz damn sad cuz thr might b a possibility tat he is alr onn his way home. i feel shitty n forgotten. no one is thr t push miie, t be myii motivation. i feel lyk i hav nth t reach for. i realised alot of things are not worth doing n waiting for. it might juz b a watse of time n effort. th feeling sux.

it's juz lyk sl. i did so many things n joined so many stuff... th only thing i didnt go for is th ayg. n they leave myii name out. wth. n sy only went for th ayg n her name is in. lyk wth! i did so much more things... lyk th sports canival.. thn wrapping of the presnts when kia kee wrapped wrongly. i re- wrapped everything. crap. thn th sports dae also got take timming. came super early cn. this sucks juz because i didnt go for one thing thn they leave myii name out. fuck larrhs. i dun understand y it is so unfair. ohhs yarrhs. guess wat, kia kee is lyk in th name list too. crap. i dun get y i watse myii time onn such things. myii life sucks.

thn b'ball, i had lyk this cramp shit. thn i didnt go for th first session thn they didnt bother t tell miie thr is training at al. wat th. it's still myii first cca. fuck larrhs

everything is falling apart. nt tat it has ever came together in th first place. it has been littat al th way. i guess i juz hav t accept it. bad luck. it is al so shitty. if u think being miie is easy , tat's juz cuz it looks easy... cuz i push myiiself t get together. bt nw i m so fucking tired! who is thr t push miie? i m tired of doing things n nt being reconisged, ppl telling miie how their life sucks. cuz they dun bloody understand. i m thr t help them, who is thr t help miie?

Days of loving u.

Hav u forgotten?

with love
-K

Thursday, August 20, 2009; 3:33 AM

todae is another skol dae. it was okayys i guess, had 3 test. lolx bad sia. hahax. anyuways saw twinie during recess n aft skol. stayed with him n chatted awhile. ytd 's trip t queensway was a super memorable one. he rocked.=] i love u twinie!

baby head pain, cnt pei miie todae.=( so i went home with daniel. i realised we had so much in common. =]i was so shocked when he told miie sth. i was lyk omg! he said he would tell miie sth else when th time comes. apperantly, he doesnt trust much ppl cuz of ppl betraying n backstabbing him. i guess i knoe how he feels. it's horrible, n u feel tat u cnt trust any1. bt thn again i still trust ppl easily... dunno y.

baby, u hav no idea how much u mean t miie. i really dun wana let u go. bt i cnt seem t feel ur care. i knoe u love miie n i really love u too... thoutgh ever since we patched, u hav been really busy. t u it may juz b a relationship, bt t miie.. it 's lyk my life revolves around it.

Days of loving u.

I M A DARYLL FAN!

with love
-K

Wednesday, August 19, 2009; 4:09 AM

todae went with twinie t queensway t get his bro's present. it was fun. hahax. we went wit marc initially. until marc had t go for his soccer practice. lolx thn aft tat twinie n i walked ard summre, thn decided t eat. so i ate laksa n he ate curry n rice.. thn he asked if i lyk otah , i said yes n he ordered. lolx. thn aft we finished eating, we walked ard summre. thn finally went t a zinc shop n bought a bag. it was grey-ish blue. damn nice. ltr he bought ice cream for miie bt outside alexandra hospital it melted rapidly. hahax. we were both having trouble. bt yarrhs. in th end i threw away my ice cream n washed myii hands n his hands. thn he feed miie abitof his ice cream n threw it away too. we were juz in time for th bus! lolx. 61 took miie al th way t rex's blk. thn i crossed th road n walked home. ltr checked myii phone n found tat twinie had called, so i called him back n he bought candy for miie! lolx =]

baby has tuition todae. so he cnt pei miie... sad. ever since we patched he had been veh busy. siian. i thot he was angry cuz of gt bcuz he didnt reply since last night. it turned out tat i was too paranoid. love him too much. lolx.=P

Days of loving u.

baby, i m sorry i m so selfish. i dun wana let u go.

with love
-K

Sunday, August 16, 2009; 4:31 AM

todae nothing much larrhs. juz talked t z n did sum light revision onn chi. thn listened t songs n wrote a letter for glad. =] she hasnt been comming t skol.th nxt paragraph's for her yarrhs

bestie! missed u lyk shit this few daes. or mayb two i think. hahax. bt either way still missed u alot. n yes, i knoe u r veh important! hahax. i realised it a long time ago. lolx. no one t sit beside miie cuz of mr chong's no change of seat policy. nn no one t gossip with of t share th most valuable secrets with. when ever i had problems u were thr. even when i was waiting n heart brokened. u encouraged miie. so wateva it is or when ever u nid sum1 , i m juz either a phonecall or an sms away. thanks yarrhs. i love u loads!!!

i hope she lyks it.=]

honey had tuition todae. thn he went t slp. lolx. tat explains y he didnt reply. i felt so paranoid aft he told miie. i feel bad tat i even think tat way. i love him. i really do. u may think i m selfish. bt i dun wana let him go...i love him too much.=]

Days of loving u.

i love bestie!

with love
-K

Saturday, August 15, 2009; 4:49 AM

todae went for sum drama play... was supposed t meet ridz at ard 12.30 pm bt thn went out wit parents in thmorning... so i was late. soo ate ice cream n bought chips...aft which met th rest of th drama club... thn walked veh long b4 we reached th theater. th play was quite weird. so yarrhs. thn ltr went t eat kfc. it was awesome. lolx. thn talked t ridz. so yarrhs... hahax

honey got tuition nw. he woke up damn late todae. so yarrhs.. missed him lyk shit. lolx. ytd talked t him..a bit. thn his aunt came. he cares in certain ways. no matter wat it is.. i'll still b thr for him. cuz no matter wat happens,i'd still love him.

Days of loving u.

no matter how both of us change, myii love for u wont.

with love
-K

Friday, August 14, 2009; 4:32 AM

had 2 test todae. thn learnt aces. damn nice larrrhs th moves.. bt i havent got th hang of it.=( aft which i went t lta for dnt. lolx. eugene was lyk u r in dnt? thn i was yarrhs. n he gave miie th shocked face. LOL. thn when i ask benedict weather th blank was smrt he was lyk huh? thn he go n check. n he said how cn put in ice lemon tea? lolx. i was lyk no larrhs. smrt larrhs. hahax. thn he said ohhs. n laughed. lolx larrhs. soo yarrhs.. hiis group won th pen. lolx. cuz they r soo hardworking. hahax. aft which we went t visit th centre... thn went bk t skol thn homed with jewell.

u were thr todae. i knoe u cut hair todae. hahax. damn obvious... i knoe ppl laughing at u. bt i still love u yarrhs. i lyk hugging ur stuff cuz gt ur smell... n u let miie hug ur bag thingy.. n exchanged pen. thanks honey. put four hearts in ur bag thing. hope u lyk it.=]
miss u lyk shit. since u tell miie nt t spam sms. thn i listen t u. see! so guai!=]

Days of loving u.

=]

with love
-K

Wednesday, August 12, 2009; 5:39 AM

todae is worth al thosse months of waiting. todae is th first dae... nvr talk t u for ard 1 hr plus miss u le. ltr gonna talk t u.

Day of loving u.

honey, i 'll treasure n love u more thn eva.

with love
-K

Sunday, August 9, 2009; 11:09 PM

so yarrhs, freaking bored now. was talking t z over th phone. saw his pic onn facebook. super funny. damn cute larrhs. hahax . duno why talking t him makes miie feel different... i mean... he makes miie feel unique.. th way he talks n stuff...=]

everyone is telling miie t let go. juz when i was abt t... u sent tat sms. it feels nvr ending... mayb if u hadnt. things might hav been different. cuz i was alr in th midst of trying. trying really hard. it hurts... bt thn again , if we dun end it sooner... it will only drag onn longer...

Days of loving u.

i love u... n i dun wana let it go. i knoe it's ironic

with love
-K

Saturday, August 8, 2009; 11:30 PM

happy national dae people!! hahax. todae stay at home. so nth much. bt baking bread wit family todae. woots! dad juz got home... so yarrhs. preparing nw. i finally found th korean song i lyk! lolx.

chat wit u ytd.. miss u lyk shit.

called z juz nw... bt he is outside...=( sad. asked him sum quest ytd. he said todae he tell miie.=]

Days of loving u.

dammit this post is freaking short!

with love
-K

siian . lyk u also littat. no mood thn dun reply. got mood thn send tat kinda msg.. u make miie hate u even more. mayb it's a good thing... mayb it cn help miie forget u faster. mayb,bcuz i think u r so proud, i'd juz super hate u n let u go... hoping i'll b able t avoid, forget. i hate this, hate this feeling.. bcuz when ppl dun reply miie... i super no mood. thn say i copy u... copy ur head larrhs. gt difference lo. lame shit. bt sumhow i find u rather funny... bt super lame. feeling super shitty nw.

we are talking lyk as if nth happened. playing games tgt too. y? it hurts... conclusion? i dun feel lyk waiting anymre. it's been ard 5 mths... bt u r tat guy.. th one.. wateva. i miss having u ard... i really lyk u. n it hurts lyk shit. when i told u i've shed enough tears for u, so i wont. u said, it cuz u didnt drink enough water... dots dunno wat t say.playing games wit u was fun. it was unexpected bt fun.

would it b unfair t z? if he'd b th one,things would hav been different. i think mayb it's cuz i known u since sec 1, i knoe how u r lyk... so certain things i understand. mayb it's cuz i feel comfortable. i nvr thot it'd b u. everyone kept saying otherwise...

i'd give th world for u. bt wat will u give for miie?

with love
-K

todae went shopping wit myii family, it was okayys i guess. quite fun... bought shorts n sth else. lolx. thn ltr went t eat, bel drop her ice cream ... hahax it was damn funny... ltr she accidentally drop it in a small plate of vinegar... lolx. i kept laughing thn myii mum was lyk dun laugh alr larrhs. so i tried t stop. lolx. bt sth happened todae also tat made miie treasure this little sister of mine even more. shall not say it here cuz it's kind of a family thing. i was damn worried when myii mim told miie, it scared th shit out of miie.

i received ur msg todae... i thot todae i'll b alright, nt thinking abt it... juz as i thot it was okayys, u sent miie a msg... i m trying so hard t forget u alr. i knoe u nid time n i thot u alr forgotten about al this when u tell miie tat u r actually stil thinking... i m damn confused n messed up. i dunno how much time u nid... n mayb when u r ready... i wont knoe if i'll b...

didnt talk t z todae. miss his voice lyk shit....

twinie! i didnt fall todae! at least i tried not t.=]

Days of loving u.

juz when i thot i m gonna b alright.

with love
-K

Friday, August 7, 2009; 2:58 AM

soo yarrhs... todae skol celebrated national dae... weeee. lolx. i lyk th part whr mr chong told us stories. damn cool. i m starting t feel tat sum teachers are prejudiced against us. damn ass. and realised tat myii class isnt tat bad anymre. hahax.

anyways went bugis todae! n bought a super nice shirt, n nw talking t twinie... lolx. todae was supposed t b a him free dae... which means i dun think of him... bt it's not working... so yarrhs.

z went t watch sum show...thn he said cn sms. n i did. when i reached home i call him. thn he say he reach home thn call miie. duno y.. i wanted t hear his voice. soo weird rite... i mean sth must wrong if u keep wanting t hear tat person's voice... i told twinie, n he was lyk ' thn i dun talk t u n u will miss myii voice. so sweet rite?' lolx.n twinie said he is trying t buy miie back everytime i m being bought by others. hahax.=]=]i love u twinie!!!!

i knoe what u went t do todae. bt knowing only made miie feel worse. todae i was not supposed t think of u. trying t forget u is so hard. trying t avoid u is even worse. bt waiting 4 u seems nvr ending. i cnt help myiiself... i also dunno y i lyk u so much. it hurts... bt i m lyk trying t carry onn. i miss u... miss u lyk shit. miss staying in ur arms. ppl tell miie t think of ur flaws. bt ur flaws is what make u adorable t miie. dammit.

dun worry twinie. i will try not t fall. n i will miss u. =]

Days of loving u.

i guessed we havent really moved on.

with love
-K

Wednesday, August 5, 2009; 4:06 AM

nw rex , edrick n shuan still at myii hse.. lolx. they have been slacking until nw. thn they really started doing. so crap larrhs. anyways, ordered mac's... rex kept messin wit myii hair... lolx larrhs. n his head is super heavy... lolx.

i have always thot tat shuan was damn quiet n lyk sleep alot. bt todae when i talk t him, i realised tat actually he is damn nice n cn talk alot. lolx. i guess i was totally mistaken about him... i feel bad. i shoud hav got to knoe him better.

soo yarrhs. todae i was lyk trying t avoid u... i really didnt feel lyk talking t u... i felt lyk i had t keep myii distance cuz... i dun seem t understand what i am waiting for anymre. it hurts, n i didnt wana show it, not t u , nt t anyone in th dnt class... cuz it's nt familiar n bad.

thanks phoeb hunney! i totally love u, thanks for helping miie get over alot of things. n u r helping alot in this too. thanks for ur prettyyyy post! i hope u saw myii post for u too! i totally love u!

Days of loving u.

it hurts n i hate this feeling.

with love
-K

Tuesday, August 4, 2009; 11:37 PM

Lovebitesdieyo-u is here! WOOHUU. Posting for this hyperactive cuttiee!!

SARANGHAE sweetie.

I'm posting for her while she's still dunno at where -.-

Hahs. Ok, I want to dedicate this post for my sweetie worhx!

Thankews for being there when I had tough relationship probs, family probs. You were always there for me. Helping me stand up! Dahhling, Neorago, it's you! Leave me and you're dead.

HAHAH.

Gosh I sound like your boyf -.-! I'M A GIRLLLL!! Ahh!

Hunneh. I know my post is short but. It's filled with love! So, I (L) YOU!

Byee. Withmuchmuchmuchlove,s: P, your hunneh.

Labels: She's mine horh

i super super hate chains!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! msgs i mean.. they are lyk super irritating. lyk they are meant t scare u or sth. this sucks... i received 3 over th weekend. irritating much! i told those ppl n they said sorry... i mean it isnt their fault. i dun wana believe in it. cause it's lyk realy freakish. bt myii parent brought miie up t b a practical person. they dun believe in such things n i find it hard too. although i cnt help bt ask myiiself.. wat would happen t miie indeed if i hadnt send those msgs? myii dad once told miie. life is short, live it t th fullest, dun let such things revolve ard ur life n mess it up. they dun control ur life. i wana believe myii dad. everything he said. i really do. tat was when i decided t b a practical person. stories.. ii would still listen t them... bt i juz find it hard t believe all these... when i take a walk outside... i look at all those ppl.... do they let such things take over them??

i juz dun wana get hurt again cuz myii life hasnt been really good at all... so much backstabbing n tears... it seemed so horrible. thr were only a few moment in myii life tat r really memorable, n i dun wana lose it.. i knoe saying al these is lyk damn shiity t sum of u.... bt it hurts... it realy does... when u find out certain things u r nt supposed to. tat's y i m scared t take chances. i used t think tat i was not gonna get hurt easily... pushing myiiself t th max.... i feel so.... so... i mean i dun wana show other i m weak...i hate it. crying is not an option... bt i feel so helpless...

Days of loving u...

i m nt weak... i dun wana b.

Sunday, August 2, 2009; 4:50 AM

todae went t ma than's hse for eng project. it was damn fun. al four of us were wearing shorts. took a few pics wit glad. lolx her hse damn nice larrhs. thn went into th room n did th project while gossiping at th same time. didnt knoe we cn click so wel larrhs. woots. hahax. how i wish we could hav taken pics al tgt. hahax. thr were alot of surprising stuff... lolx.

th sms sent frm myii num wasnt miie, it was glad. i realy wanted t tell u tat i wanted t reply u, bt i didnt hav prepaid. juz top-ed up. i ask u tat quest ytd... thn glad say nvms... lolx. juz try n talk t him cn le. lolx... sumhow i forgot how it's lyk t stay in ur arms... i miss u honey. i miss u alot.

Days of loving u.

i miss u soo much. i wish u were here.

Saturday, August 1, 2009; 6:40 AM

todae is a whole dae at home... watched a whole lot of tv... felt damn giddy... dunno y.glad n mathan is nt picking up. siian. n th project's due onn tues... we are only left wit 2 daes... wth... damn irritating lo. argh. lolx.

i really wana knoe whr u read until... i wana call u.. bt i knoe todae u hav tuition... and i knoe tat a maths is lyk important t u. cuz it's one of th subjects u are good at...

z's phone is nt onned... since ytd until todae. i hope he is okayys, i m damn worried.

days of loving u.

shd i try?