today is just really humid. drizzling on and off. thn all of a sudden heavy downpour. th rain was cooling yet it's pretty uncomfortable when you are wet. rain reminds miie of tears. somehow it makes miie feel blue. i think of you when ever i feel blue, i miss you. alot. i want you hold miie in your arms lyk you used to. hold myii hands and not letting go.
crying, after a veh long while without you. dunno why... trying not to think already. but th more i try, th worse i feel. with all these going on, i thought it's probably easier to forget. trying not to talk to you. i dun wana disturb you or irritate you. remember pooh pooh? you gave it to miie on myii 14th birthday. it is still sitting at myii bedside. it seems to hold alot of beautiful memories we once had. i saw th way you were looking at it when i brought it to camp. you stared at it and thn at miie. it was lyk as if you were surprised i remembered and kept it. how could i forget?
supposed to be studying for chi o levels now. it is 4 days away. i seriously think i am going to fail. i think i am going to express chi next year. thn 5 years of hmt so far will be really wasted. going to study later. i am not so slack. i cnt afford to be...
wasnt late for dnt today. good thing. jaeme and i were th only ones thr. as we were about to start a whole bunch of ppl came in. i handed him his box. though it didnt mean much. rica and i went to start on th box first. did th wires later. but she was faster. most probably had to do with miie helping others. lyk guan tong! lolx. but nvms it's fun helping ppl.
aft dnt is hmt, but yin mei and i was late. cuz mr khoo released us late. but yeah. sat with her too. thn hui jia and shan wen came and hui jia sat next to miie. it was cold inside. both of them had jackets... awww...
waited for twinie for ard an hour. he still had lessons. ytd he waited for miie thn today i wait for him lo. talked to theodore on th phone. until ard 15 mins to 11.40. went back to skol, chatted with marilyn and yin mei for awhile. thn talked to hong yi. he thought tat twinie and i were tgt. wth. i told him no. thn he askeed if i have a stead, i said no,have ex. he wanted to knoe who is it. twinie come down alr, hong yi hold onn to myii bag. so kpo. haha.
walked to th bus stop with daryl chang cuz twinie wanted to follow him or sth. thn he realised tat tat busstop has no 33 so we walked back . saw some 3a guy and started talking. reached tiong and ate ebi rice burger. awesome. hahax. twinie kept 'coping' myii fries. bleah. thn he treat miie donuts. =D thn bused home with him. =] he said we have been lunching tgt for 4 consecutive days. LOL
i want to love you.
♥s
-K
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today is just really humid. drizzling on and off. thn all of a sudden heavy downpour. th rain was cooling yet it's pretty uncomfortable when you are wet. rain reminds miie of tears. somehow it makes miie feel blue. i think of you when ever i feel blue, i miss you. alot. i want you hold miie in your arms lyk you used to. hold myii hands and not letting go. 
Him
Friend
October 2007