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Saturday, October 31, 2009; 6:04 AM
hurt. dunno what to do or what to say to you anymore. it's hard to. i dun wana hav to bug you all th time. i dun wana be irritating or anything. it's not i dun wana go to you or what. i knoe what i said ytd was lyk damn bad. i dunno if you are angry or what. you wont tel miie anyways. i
i really wana forget... i just cant do it. until now i am still tearing at times. when we were at camp, i thought i didnt lyk you anymore. i though i had gotten over you. but i was damn wrong. instead i took note of you even more. i knoe tat it was hard cuz i really hurt you last time. mayb cuz when you stead long le. th feeling gets numb, it's not tat i didnt lyk you anymore. it was becuz i had gotten so used to you being by my side tat i just took it for granted. i really love you. but i guess it's too late now. i feel so dumb. to let you go just littat. now you wont even talk to miie anymore. how i wish you could see this... cuz it's what i wana tel you. just tat i dun have th courage anymore... cuz everytime i try, i fall really hard. i dun even knoe if you lyk miie anymore. mayb this is just one sided.
sometimes when you dun reply and stuff i feel lyk just withdrawing myiiself to a corner. it's probably no use saying all this now. cuz it feels lyk it's all over. it's hard to accept anyone now. i dun feel lyk going into any new relationships when myii stead is not you. this cant drag anymore. i have myii chi o level soon. and next year it lyk sec 4. after tat if i leave school will i see you? i have to try to forget and fast. th thing is. i cnt seem to do it. Days of loving you.those days with you, it was th sweetest days of myii life.With love-K