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Sunday, April 4, 2010; 2:49 AM

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Friday, April 2, 2010; 6:23 PM

yesterday was damn funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn! woke up at like 7 in the morning to prepare, then met baby at 8 plus. afterwhich we went for mac's at greatworld! niceeeeeeeeeee. haha. then went back to holland v. walked around then went to baby's house cause he have piano. waited for him.... then headed back to holland v to get starbucks then slacked at commonwealth. =] then went for yo my grandmother's house.

baby, i had this nightmare that you were goin to leave me. and i actually woke up crying. i guess i have fallen deeper for you then i expected, seriously. after we got together, i often wonder if i had really fallen for you. but i guess that that question is answered. =]

thanks for everything yesterday. :D

Loves,
K

Thursday, April 1, 2010; 7:47 PM

yesterday was like damn fun. after school went to eat ice cream with melisa and glad then after which went to home to bathe then met baby. timothy came afterwards. we were like supposed to study. but in the end failed miserably. haha. sad, then tim went home with afif. then i just stoned with baby. went to buy dinner then went home. =]

now at baby's house. damn nice lah, lol. later going for a movie before heading for my grandmother's house. =]

i guess i finally knew what that fortune cookie thingy meant. :D

Loves,
K

Friday, March 26, 2010; 5:57 PM

had tuition yesterday. before that, school. omg. it was like........................ seriously. lol all maths-releted topics on friday... lol. sad. then ate with chen yan and gladys in school before headin off for tuition. was 30 mins late. then i chiong vectors lol. until 5 plus then took the bus 48 to queenstown cc to meet bel and joseph for b'ball. it was fun. haha. then there was like 3 guys from the bus who followed me there. i can hear them from the bus leh. then one of them finally come up to ask for my number. i just stared at that person. lol. then he wanted to walk away, cause i didnt say anything.. then i was like okayys. then he was like really? then i said yeah. wait uh. then got my phone. and and he is from the same school as zach! lol oh wells. later still have to go for lessons. LIT ELEC.... one and a half hours in school. lol bleah. so dont feel like going. butttttttttttttt....... I AM RESPONSIBLE! haha.

baby, i miss you. i still do. i feel so empty without you... why are you doing all these?

the power of love: so strong that you wonder hopelessly what happened to you.

Loves,
K

Monday, March 22, 2010; 1:57 AM

yesterday, so many things happened. then again it really isnt alot.

on the way to the market yesterday, my slippers gave way and i had to limp all the way to the shoe store nearby. then it was alot of black vinegar in my noodles. after which went for a haircut and it started pouring. it was freaking cold okayys. then at night, tim told me sth which made me cry. i cried so hard i could barely talk. and when i calmed down abit and try to talk, i cry even more. stupid lah. =(

today also nothing much. didnt feel so well, informed daddy and went home. then i realised that i forgot to inform miss khoo. but i did anyways. sometimes ppl dont have to look sick to feel sick. i feel so freaking giddy today. i think i am having a headahce. then lunch with twinie . =] you know i realised that everyone thinks they know what is going on in a person's life and who they like and all? why do they like to freaking assume? it's so sickening. ppl assume you like someone when you dont and keeps telling that person. why cnt ppl just be good friends? use your brains lah. seriously. it is irritating

i have already given up. why does it still hurts so much? why cant you just tell me straight in the face? i have already given up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i just want know the freaking truth.

' i wish i could tell you i'm feeling better everyday, that it didnt hurt when you walked away'
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i went blog hopping... and found out just how much love meant to everyone. well, mainly because they keep talking about it. yes, it's true. love is essential. but those without it just have to live with it. cause nobody is giving it to them. that's how i feel right now. i admire ppl who have beautiful and seemingly perfect relationship. it a really pretty thing. and i often wonder, will i have mine someday? it hurts knowing that things dont often turn out as expected. then again the truth hurts.

i feel like as if my heart has been kicked, punched, bitten, broken, dropped, pinched, tore apart and set fire to. all it's left with now is just ashes. i am just not ready to start a new relationship now. but i am ready to be loved. just not sure if i cn accept a new beginning. and i most definately cant afford to be hurt again. cause guys are just such GREAT LIERS. they lie and trick you into their arms, then just leave you to be, longing for them and their love. and you have to stand up on your own.
Loves,
K

Thursday, March 18, 2010; 7:28 PM

gosh. i am so freaking bored. it's like there's no one at home now. bel just went out. =( now talking to zach over the phone. yes, i am that bored.

so yeah now bored ttmax. let's see....

tuesday:in school from 8am-4am lit , maths and dnt. then met rex and ken and went for nic's birthday party... fun. lol there was so much food!! damn full. full until cnt move can. lol

wednesday: hmms 8 to 4 again. lit chem and dnt. in between chem and dnt went to great world with glad... went to food junction for pepper lunch and to find see teng, liyi and yang hui. had watermelon and star fruit juice. niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! then went to send yan hui off and went back to school. lucas and jun sheng went off early. then after dnt stoned at the canteen with yinmei. lol. then wait for 5.30 before going off. then went to dawson to get fries and went opp to take 970.

thursday:today had maths but didnt go for chem... looks like i am gonna have to revise myself. oh wells.... then walk with melisa to queenstown mrt. then it kinda rained. so we looked for shelter. then we saw kitty!!! she is so cute!!!! omg... but melisa didnt like cats..... oh wells. then homed. and had lunch with bel at home.

i wish you know how i am feeling now, i wish you knew everything cause you wanted to so i didnt have to tell you. but i give up... i give up on love, i give up on relationships , i give up trying to help you, i give up trying to get your attention. i give up on you. sorry, i just cnt hold on anymore... maybe i am not as thick skined as you think i am. maybe i am not as tough as i thought i was. i feel so stupid... holding on to something i know i shouldnt... so i am giving up. ppl keep telling me, then why do you still hold on?.... you know what? i am not. i have given up already. it's just, everytime i see you... it's like back to sqaure one. that why i tell myself. stop. just give up. and maybe, just maybe... i am right to do so.

Loves,
K